Well this time I have a more ample attempt to quit the internet. I have effectively announced my resignation from one of the message boards I frequent. I don't know why I did it. I always thought of it, but had plenty of other reasons against it. Mostly to use two more avatars to show other people on the board. However the result that came was that I didn't get anything from my stay there. Granted it's nothing great to be an actual presence on the internet, a person that you know, but to tell the truth, I have been feeling kinda lonely recently, despite all my friends communication with me and their wonderful support. I'm just feeling that I need to be more self reliant, and more free. I find myself spending a bit too much time checking if anyone responded to my messages, like some obsessive compulsive freak who thinks someone does give a shit about my opinions. Here on my blog, at least I know I'm with better company. Out there, I don't give a rats ass.

But to add a more of a "step" to it, I have effectively removed MSN messenger off my computer as well. I know it's drastic, but I hardly use it anymore it seems. Plus I'll check on the internet at school anyways. It's just that with me actually finishing a work of anything related to art, I feel more confident that art is part of my life, not as a hobby or some shit like that. I feel more free to enjoy reality.

besides it gives me more time to find web-junk.